Fall Awake
At night I turn into earth.
It frightens me
My terrible solidity
The buzzing, electric hum-magic of my sandbagged arm
A leaden thing I have to carry to another position
My female body:
Congeal
marble
The Bernini sculpture: Apollo and Daphne
He in pursuit, she
Bursting into tree
Turning into earth
A solitude
Earth, hers.
Under the sun, I am chased by the day-ghosts:
an October leaf, loosed by a
Thousand winds
Possessed
Skin bruised by arrows, fingers, light
At night, I am
The forest
Legs cracking into bark
I swell and stiffen
And wait
For the fear to pass like fog through my
Branches
For my feet to root
Here I come
Down
Into myself
Here I am
Solid
Earthy
Buzzing with being
(Perhaps safe)
Held by darkness
I am.