Stipulated Conditions

We had kissed once, briefly.
She wanted separate bedrooms.

I am wondering about holding hands
hoping for a third date
but she is in final negotiations.

She lists her conditions.
Separate bedrooms.
Our vacations separate
as well, so that
the relationship will stay fresh.

I am hearing this message that says
NO
but she thinks she is saying:
YES.
Big-time yes.

We have exchanged one kiss.
No more than four seconds. Less.

Also on the list is this guy
who comes to town
every few months.
She needs to explore
that relationship, see
where it will go.

We have kissed only once.
Briefly.