Planet of the Two Queens

My life in THEATRE over before it started.
I flickered briefly as Peter Pan, then Wendy,

then on to Play Production where I flubbed
& stumbled. Demoted to script girl,

I whispered 'opening night' lines to drunk leads
in Planet of the Two Queens, a creaky sci-fi play

so dumb it hardly mattered. Backstage that night,
I thought: Maybe I'll try writing.

*

My sister & I grew up with imaginary friends,
books & movies. Sometimes asthma

kept me inside. Early on, my sister couldn't
say r's or j's. She lived behind the kitchen door

with blanket, dolls, toy telephone. She called it:
The Hotel Knickerbocker.

*

My sister became an actress, playing ingénues,
old ladies. Hilarious as Snoopy.

She got work, even a SAG card. But she needed
something steady, so 40 years 'behind the scenes.'

Raised two daughters. Wrote screenplays.
I read them all. Now she reads my poems.

We live in different cities. My hair gone gray.
Hers still a brilliant auburn.

On the phone, no joke—hard to say
which of us is talking.

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Joan E. Bauer is the author of three full-length poetry collections, Fig Season (Turning Point, 2023), The Camera Artist (Turning Point, 2021), and The Almost Sound of Drowning (Main Street Rag, 2008). Recent work has appeared in Paterson Literary Review, Slipstream and Chiron Review. For some years, she was a teacher and counselor and now divides her time between Venice, CA and Pittsburgh, PA where she co-curates the Hemingway's Summer Poetry Series with Kristofer Collins.